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why do you only find meaning in suffering? Do you think you’re being punished?

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punished for living? Why? What makes you feel this way? If you think there is no meaning in life then why should there be meaning in suffering, since that’s a part of life? Do you think a butterfly thinks it suffers as it wiggles from it’s cocoon? Do you think a seed thinks it’s suffering as it sprouts through the soil?

Surival is finding meaning in Suffering , nobody said You are going to find that meaning, or that it is a necessity to survive, its just a conclusion. So yes suffering in the end may make sense but are you saying that this a rationale for life because you are judging it from a standpoint of survivor? Death is  ‘part of life’ too. And I dont see people making sense or give meaning to death on account of life , things happen for a reason that means some overarching purpose only if You believe in an inteligent design since this otherwise benefits no one and can prove only one thing; that happenstance does not exist, but as far as meaning goes You can assign it to Your suffering and call it ‘survival‘   ..